Claire

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In an earlier blog called ‘Throwing Away Words’ I mentioned a woman named Claire.  I have been thinking about her since I posted recently about music to write by, and friends have been graciously sharing their favorite music with me.  Claire influence my taste in music and gave me dreams about writing, so I would like to tell you her story.

In the early 1950’s my mother met an eccentric older woman named Claire, who was on her way to rescue a horse.  Claire, at that time, had been a classic pianist, had a radio show, and had traveled while performing with Leopold Stokowsky.  She also had a failed romance she never spoke of.

Claire had tired of the public.  She rescued the neglected horse, bought 150 acres in the woods, built a small barn by herself, and lived in it with the horse while she built a house and started a collection of abandoned and neglected dogs.   She was a woman of contrasts, tall and willowy with amazing cheekbones and a cheeky grin, who dressed in jeans, flannel shirts with suspenders, and logging boots.

As a child I visited her house in the woods.  The place smelled of her thirteen dogs.  But there was always books and paper and classical music.  I grew up wanting to be just like her.  I was going to be a writer, a hermit in the woods, alone with words and music.

In my twenties, I took over her grocery shopping.  She had no car, no phone, no family.  She never left her home, even when her health failed and she should have.  I would go to her place, bring in a chair from the chicken yard, and listen.  She only had two chairs; one for the house, and one for when she wanted to watch her chickens, and that was the company chair.  Not a clean chair.  But the stories were worth the chicken poop.

Claire would have an album ready, and when I was seated, she would start a classical piece.  As it played, she told me not only the story the composer was telling, but also stories of her days performing.  I grew to love what she played, but I am not sure if it is because of the music, or the stories.  When I hear ‘Scheherazade’ I smell dog and chicken poop, I can feel grit and cobwebs, I can see the grin and the logging boots, and can once again feel that sense of awe that comes when you are transported into the world of story.

The dogs were also a source of stories for Claire.  She published children’s books and articles about her dogs, where they came from, how she rescued them, and sometimes hilarious tales of their personalities.  She never sank into clichés or saccharine words.  Her published works were as earthy and honest as her life.

I was all ready writing during this time that we shared.  I had been writing for many years, but in secret.  In Claire I saw a woman fearless, who lived life as she wished, who was brave enough to step outside the expected norm, and I sensed that maybe, just maybe, writing was something I could be proud of.  Even though I didn’t come out of the closet about writing until my husband’s pride in me booted me out the door, I still know that without Claire, I wouldn’t have seen so clearly the person I wanted to become.

I live in the woods, in the mountains, with three dogs, and I write.  The hermit part didn’t quite work out, but I did end up with a husband and son who cherish the quiet life and who get on ‘people overload’ as easily as I do.  When I look at my life, I see the shadow of Claire, I see that grin, and I lace up my hiking boots with pride.

And I feel her presence in the story.

Meandering

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This isn’t a typical post for me in that I have a few thoughts today instead of one theme.

Today I wrote in a large whelping box, with a pig pile of three-week-old Irish Wolfhound puppies scattered on and around me.  The quiet was warm and soft, not like the quiet when writing at the table at home.  The air smelled of goat’s-milk belches, and that clean distinctive scent of new puppy.  For two hours it was a peaceful place, and words flowed.  Of course that was followed by a frenetic, charged, insane fifteen minutes of bottle feeding those same puppies, as they scrambled to gobble as if afraid I was going to take the bottle away too soon.  But once the tummies were distended, they made their grunting way back to sleep, and gave me back the quiet inspiration to write.  Who would have thought any writing could be productive in such a place?

Lisa, from the satsumaart blog listed on the sidebar here, sent me a writing prompt today.  I agreed to be on a list and when I opened the email I saw, in huge letters, ‘Write Lisa!  It’s what you’re here for’.  Okay then.  Something that strong begs to be answered.  The prompt was ‘salvation’ and I was only supposed to write for 10-15 minutes.  I remembered that twenty minutes later.  I’ve never been a huge fan of prompts, as mentioned in previous posts, but who could ignore that opening.  Write Lisa!  It’s what you’re here for.  I need that branded in a place I’ll see every day.  On the back of my hands, maybe, visible as I stretch for a pen, or a keyboard.

Titles are challenging.  I have one story that is in its final critique phase, and I have started a sequel.  In the sequel, I wrote a description of Burke, Idaho, that read like this (remember, the sequel isn’t finished or edited):

‘Back yards were canyon walls, and front yards were littered with rocks eroded away from the cliffs above.  There were even stones scattered over pitched roofs, like some weird mountain rain. Some day the canyon would simply topple over on top of the houses.  Cody thought that dreams under those roofs would speak of being buried alive.’

When I wrote that, there was this epiphany moment, ‘Mountain rain’! There’s the title.  It would mean more than just the expected.

The problem is, I can’t come up with a title for the first story.  Initially I called it Left in the Dark because of the theme of the story.  A girl left in the dark about her life, a grandfather left in the dark about his parentage, a town in the dark about murders, a woman left in the dark at the bottom of a mine shaft.  The title would mean so many things.

I didn’t get favorable comments on it though, and someone suggested Blood Bonds because of the bonds of family.  Those who didn’t like the first suggestion liked the second.  But since then, Twilight has come along, and every time I see that title, I think vampires are going to fly out of the laptop screen.  Yet I can’t come up with anything else.  To be honest, I still like the first one.

Titles.  Blah.  Back to writing and listening to new music suggested by friends.

Story Ideas

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It’s strange the places you discover ideas to write about.  And not just story ideas, but snippets of characters, too.

There are the usual places I’ve talked about before, like the coffee shop.  Or today, folding clothes at the laundromat and listening to the young woman who works there tell another about the stress in her life.  She talked non-stop about her troubles during the time it took me to fold three loads.  And while I eavesdropped (what else is there to do when folding?) I wished for a way to move her dialog to the page because there was so much character in her words.  And drama, and over reacting, and angst.

Then there are the unusual places.  I was reading a Freshly Pressed blog tonight, waiting for enough weariness to go to bed.  I noticed the long list of people who had commented on a woman’s blog, and then I noticed those funny little hover cards.  Gravatars?  I tried changing mine to a photo but it only changed the email one and not the blog one.  But I digress.

I hovered over one, and saw this: ‘An artist living with mental illness.’  Wow.  What a story there must be in those words.  I moved up to hover over another one.  ‘Writer and mother of an autistic child.’  Some talked about hopes and dreams, some were humorous, and some sad. All of them contained some sort of story or description, but all were written in only a few sentences.  It was like reading a synopsis of a life.

Those vignettes open up possibilities.  They brim with questions that the writer in me wants to answer.  They hint at characters to be created, at situations to be faced, at internal turmoil, at subplots and main plots.  Think about it.  The next time you need a dilemma, or help building a believable character, or even inner conflict for a character, skim those hover cards.

I suppose that kind of sounds like coldly monopolizing on someone’s troubles.  I don’t mean to sound that way.  These things I read today tugged at my heart.  I want characters who tug at a reader’s heart. I want characters who are real.  I can see how skimming hover cards will give me a touch of humor here, a conflict there, a self-description from somewhere else, resulting in a whole that hopefully resonates as believable.

What do you think?  Is it cold to pull from a stranger’s comments?  Or is it common for writers to drag stories home with them?  Try hovering over those little squares and let me know your thoughts.