What She Used To Be

She used to see faces and magical creatures and wondrous shapes in shades of gray and white.

Now she just sees clouds.

She used to find the mystic in the woods.

Now she just sees trees.

She used to find the holy in the mountains.

Now she just sees stone.

She used to find the hallowed in music.

Now she just hears silence.

She used to see hope in the future.

Now she just sees the next step.

She used to find meaning in the past.

Now she just sees loss.

She used to find power in the stories.

Now she just sees words.

11 thoughts on “What She Used To Be

    • I think you’re right. I enjoyed what became a dialog between text and photos and I’m not sure it that was obvious. For example, she only sees trees, and then there’s this photo of a tree saying ‘but look at this wondrous tree!’ Or she only sees the next step, but ‘look at that path and what a next step!’ It was interesting to me to see that dialog happen.

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  1. GORgeous cloud picture especially – Love them all – such a celebration, your photo still-lifes. GREAT passage Mark Twain wrote about what visual experiences there are of the waters on the riverboat until you were the rudder guy and saw all that was beneath or nearly invisible, of dangers, etc. When I’m back home I’ll send you chapter and book. Logistics of life murky the vision of fantasy and creativity. We float FREE, to find what we Used to see/feel/experience . . . Pat Larson

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    On Mon, Feb 28, 2022 at 2:31 PM Lisa Stowe – The Story River Blog wrote:

    > Lisa posted: ” She used to see faces and magical creatures and wondrous > shapes in shades of gray and white. Now she just sees clouds. She used to > find the mystic in the woods. Now she just sees trees. She used to find the > holy in the mountains. N” >

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  2. I feel this. And such a sad feel it is.
    I wonder whether grief has a place in your loss of what feels like the joy and magic of life.
    Or if that’s just me.
    Hoping that you start to create a pathway back.

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    • Oh, grief definitely does. But I also saw the discourse between text (grief) and photos (hope) as I was writing and that was a little bit of a revelation.

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